you do not know the true meaning of life until...

Tue, 02 Jun 2009 04:11:55 GMT

Dear Live Journal.

I am broken.

Love,
Nichole

Mon, 01 Jun 2009 06:15:39 GMT

Fuck this shit.

No for real. Fuck this shit.

Sat, 21 Mar 2009 03:33:43 GMT

I hate life... Can I quit now?

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Voting

Wed, 22 Oct 2008 20:08:52 GMT

So On election day I work one of the polling places. I am a clerk so I sit and watch things help with problems, and I am in charge of numbers. We had a meeting to talk about the upcoming election due to how busy it will be, with a few things that are new ect. So because it is going to be so busy, we were allowed to take the option of casting absentee, so we wouldn't need to cross the city in our short breaks (I may not even get the chance to leave my polling place, I may have to eat there)

So. point is. I casted my absentee ballot. I feel it is important to vote, and I feel like I did my duty this time. Last election I was kind of Meh about it, but this time, I feel very good about the way I voted, both presidentially and on the 3 questions.

Wed, 15 Oct 2008 21:28:59 GMT

I have cried far to much in the past month and a half...

Dear self... knock that shit off.
thanks
love
-me

Thu, 02 Oct 2008 21:35:10 GMT

Post a picture in my comments of what you think describes me when you think about what/who I am.

Give no written explanation though. Just an image.

Copy and paste into your own journal and see what others think about you in pictures!

Thu, 18 Sep 2008 14:37:26 GMT

http://www.explosm.net/comics/1402/

When reading this I made the geek reference before I made the reference they were trying to achieve
WIN/FAIL

Fri, 05 Sep 2008 03:55:53 GMT

A lot has happened in my life in the past few days. I have now had all my classes at least once, and still need to purchase 2 books, one needs to be ordered offline, so that will be dealt with tomorrow.

I have already started talking to/socializing with theater majors, and need the assistance of my non-theater peers to make sure I don't start eating lunch in the halls.... I was already socializing in the basement of Sullivan and the theater cafe for almost 45 mins today. I feel the cyborg eating me, and absorbing me, and I am not even declared yet. Speaking of being declared, I talked to bill (the dept head) and things are on the right course for being all set.

I am so hoping this semester will continue the way it has so far academically... my classes seem like so much fun. I am dealing with a subject that I love. I am in a dorm that has freedom. I am 21. Classes don't start until 11. All are very big wins... and on that note I have 15 lovely pages about theater to read so ta ta

Tue, 02 Sep 2008 05:35:08 GMT

So I can officially drink legally in public places now... And my birthday, although a good one, was slightly boring.

I was supposed to go out with Bill and Melissa and did, but plans got altered... I had the whole day up until 8 to kill... and although having other plans would have been nice, I did need to get packing done,

So Bill lost his ID, and a while ago too. Now Bill doesn't look young, I mean he doesn't look old but, he... ok... he looks young, and got ID'ed, so we grabbed nummy noms at O'Neils and twas good and then we headed to the Lazy Dog, and to be in there you needed ID, he couldn't even sit in there, so we went to Richdale and bought beer, and smirnoff ice, and hung out in my room at my house for a short while until Melissa had to leave and took Bill with her. It was good, could have been better, but I was glad that that time was spent with those two, the two of them together lead to an interesting time, she keeps him on his toes. It is kinda cute to watch.

So now, I lay to go to sleep ready to move in to my dorm tomorrow, so all things considered being sloshed was not the brightest idea... but anywho.. a new semester, a new major, a new boy friend, a new dorm. This year looks quite promising to be a good time. I hope to enjoy myself and grow to become a better person.

Fri, 22 Aug 2008 19:11:50 GMT

I never, well rarely do meme's and this one is asking for trouble, but most rarely read/comment on my journal so we'll see how much trouble I am asking for

Ask me one question about each of the following:

1. Friends
2. Sex
3. Music
4. Drugs
5. Love
6. Family
7. LiveJournal

No matter how rude, sexual, or confidential, if you want to know... please ask. I will answer them as best as possible. Then, if you're up for it, post this in your journal and see what questions you get asked.

Tue, 05 Aug 2008 18:55:58 GMT

Just incase anyone trys to get into contact with me this is what is going on.......

---------- Forwarded message ----------
From: nichole <nhole1@gmail.com>
Date: Tue, Aug 5, 2008 at 2:32 PM
Subject:
To: nhole1@gmail.com

This will be bland because I am copy and pasting this e-mail due to my energy level. At about 1:20 I had somthing to eat, and then at about 1:35 I started to shake violently, I had the worst case of chills, I was almost to the point that my back my upper thighs, had almost cramped up completely, and the back of my head felt like it was going to explode. I couldnt get out of bed for 8-9 mins, I was trying to calm myself down and was trying to muster the strength to walk. I got up and was so dizzy and shaking, It was afraid I was gonna fall, but I took my temp and it jumped back too 102.5 not ok. So I am headed to the docs very soon, and yes I agree that I was stupid for not going in the morning but I felt fine, My temp was at 98 this morning, I felt good, wasnt dizzy I was fine again. I thank you all for any well wishes you send my way. And please dont be offended if I am not online/answering calls, I appreciate your love but I can't hold my head up. love you all. Nichole

Tue, 15 Jul 2008 04:40:17 GMT

I got salmoned for the first time the other say
was exciting, she was a girl in highschool, so that was fun for a bit.
We didnt have uber exciting conversation but was good over all.
So thanks for the salmon.

Mon, 14 Jul 2008 03:28:30 GMT

hmmm. I am bored. bored bored bored. Today has been a long day, and is not over yet.
It's got quite a lot left to it.
le sigh
It is worth it though

Thu, 12 Jun 2008 18:18:43 GMT

100 not bad not bad at all...

SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 85 movies, you have no life. Mark the ones you've seen. There are 163 movies on this list. Put your score in header and repost:

(x) Rocky Horror Picture Show
(x) Grease
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
(x) Boondock Saints
(x) Fight Club
( ) Starsky and Hutch
(x) Neverending Story
(X) Blazing Saddles
(x) Airplane
Total: 8

(x) The Princess Bride
(x) AnchorMan: The Legend of Ron Burgundy
(x) Napoleon Dynamite
(x) Labyrinth
( ) Saw
( ) Saw II
( ) White Noise
(x) White Oleander
(x) Anger Management
(x) 50 First Dates
(x) The Princess Diaries
(x) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
Total: 9

(x) Scream
(x) Scream 2
(x) Scream 3
(x) Scary Movie
(x) Scary Movie 2
(x) Scary Movie 3
(x) Scary Movie 4
(x) American Pie
(x) American Pie 2
(x) American Wedding
( ) American Pie Band Camp
Total: 10

(x) Harry Potter
(x) Harry Potter 2
(x) Harry Potter 3
(x) Harry Potter 4
( ) Resident Evil I
( ) Resident Evil 2
(x) The Wedding Singer
( ) Slackers
( ) The Village
( ) Lilo & Stitch
Total: 5

(x) Finding Nemo
(x) Finding Neverland
( ) Signs
(x) The Grinch
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( ) White Chicks
( ) Butterfly Effect
(x) 13 Going on 30
(x) I, Robot
( ) Robots
Total: 5

(x) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
( ) Universal Soldier
( ) Lemony Snicket's A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( ) Along Came Polly
(x) Deep Impact
( ) KingPin
(x) Never Been Kissed
(x) Meet The Parents
(x) Meet the Fockers
(x) Eight Crazy Nights
(x) Joe Dirt
( ) KING KONG0
Total: 7

( ) A Cinderella Story
( ) The Terminal
( ) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
(x) Dumb & Dumber
(x) Dumber & Dumberer
(x) Final Destination
(x) Final Destination 2
( ) Final Destination 3
(x) Halloween
( ) The Ring
( ) The Ring 2
( ) Surviving X-MAS
total: 5

(x) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
(x) Practical Magic
(x) Chicago
( ) Ghost Ship
(x) From Hell
( ) Hellboy
(x) Secret Window
( ) I Am Sam
(x) The Whole Nine Yards
Total: 6

( ) The Day After Tomorrow
(x) Child's Play
(x) Seed of Chucky
(x) Bride of Chucky
(x) Ten Things I Hate About You
(x) Just Married
( ) Gothika
( ) Nightmare on Elm Street
(x) Sixteen Candles
(x) Remember the Titans
( ) Coach Carter
( ) The Grudge
(x) The Mask
(x) Son Of The Mask
Total: 9

( ) Bad Boys 2
( ) Joy Ride
( ) Lucky Number Sleven
( ) Ocean's Eleven
( ) Ocean's Twelve
( ) Identity
( ) Lone Star
( ) Bedazzled
( ) Predator I
( ) Predator II
( ) The Fog
(x) Ice Age
(x) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
Total: 2

(x) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
(x) A Bronx Tale
( ) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
(x) ET
( ) Children of the Corn
(x) My Boss' Daughter
( ) Maid in Manhattan
( ) Frailty
(x) War of the Worlds
(x) Rush Hour
(x) Rush Hour 2
Total: 7

( ) Best Bet
(x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x) She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
(x) Sideways
(x) Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
( ) Ever After
(x) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
(x) The Terminator
(x) The Terminator 2
(x) The Terminator 3
Total: 8

(x) X-Men
(x) X2
( ) X3
(x) Spider-Man
(x) Spider-Man 2
(x) Sky High
(x) Jeepers Creepers
( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
(x) Catch Me If You Can
(x) The Others
(x) Freaky Friday
( ) Reign of fire
(x) Cruel Intentions
( ) Cruel Intentions 2
(x) The Hot Chick
(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2
Total: 12

(x) Swimfan
( ) Miracle
(x) Old School
(x) The Notebook
( ) K-Pax
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
( ) A Walk to Remember
( ) Boogeyman
(x) The 40-year-old-virgin
Total: 7

full total 100

Wed, 04 Jun 2008 13:23:41 GMT

Warning about to geek out

you have been warned

I have a MOUNT yay yay yay, I no longer have to fucking run across the continent, I can ride my felsteed. W00t!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have hit level 40, only 30 more to go to start doing fun things with the guild, I am pumped. W00T!

Tue, 03 Jun 2008 10:46:09 GMT

Web comics are an interesting creature, I never used to read them, but now find myself having several RSS feeds of lovely comics that fill my life with smiles and laughter. The one thing I noticed however is in the short yet growing list of ones I read, the vast majority are indeed stick figures, but the jokes are work the simplistic art. It started with XKCD, which is AMAZING. Shortly followed by both Cyanide and Happiness, and Randy's comic Something Positive. I have known Randy for a little while but never read his comic, then I discovered how amazing it really was. Now I have read a few others but not regularly because I forgot to paste the link somewhere useful to keep track, but hop to find these again, and put them someplace so I can continue to enjoy them. 2P START! is a good video game comic and HandRooster is another good one although it hasn't been updated since April 22. Today I found a new one, well new to me, going on the stick figure more of a C&H than XKCD but in black and white, simple, it is a middle ground of the two really, some smart jokes, but mostly offensive un-politically correct, and lets face it, I need more rape jokes in my life as much as this sentence is a long ass run-on. The comic is called Another Random day. So everyone should check it out as well as the others mentioned, and if anyone has a comic they read and want to share linkage with me, I would enjoy it immensely, I am enjoying my trip down web comic hell and need more, more more.

Mon, 02 Jun 2008 02:28:50 GMT

So my ride home was filled with wonderful rape jokes, they need to be shown here... they are as close to Verbatim as I can recall, feel free to fix me.

after he took the wrong side of the fork in the road
me-You know you went the wrong way right
him-*pulls car over* No, I should rape you......... You need to be punished....... I don't know what I'm gonna do to you, I can't get you pregnant *much laughter from all in car*

Just me and him in the car, after Jen left, my contact fell out
him- well put it back in, you'll want to see who is raping you *menacing giggle*
me- that makes me nervous..... not the rape your laughter
him- Oh so the rape is ok, but the laughter isn't. I'll just say it with a straight face
me- I think that would make it worse....... I just have a habit of having men laugh menacing and then bad things happening to me
him- well it isn't bad for the men, it isn't their problem it's yours

Fri, 23 May 2008 10:13:57 GMT

Dolly is aware that I am doing it....

She is really glad that I am enjoying it.

I feel refreshed.

No it's probably the titties

Fri, 02 May 2008 17:11:15 GMT

Hey
What makes a man is it the power in his hands, is it his quest for glory?
Give it all you got to fight to the top, so we can know your story

Live it live it
What makes a man is it the women in his arms just cause she has big titties?
Or is it the way he fights everyday no it's probably the titties.

I had a beef with the sun and I lost.

Sat, 19 Apr 2008 17:45:47 GMT

Last night I went to a party and had a good time.

I drank almost the entire bottle of Malibu. That is a lot of Rum for one person.

It was pretty much a sausage fest, and although there were, some very attractive men there, I behaved myself as promised.

I was told that I don't seem like a one man gal, I don't know if I should be offended or not.

I really like Bill, and I am glad that he has come into my life, although the comment above made me think he was kind of calling me a whore, that's fine. I can prove him wrong.... Proving the men I date wrong is one of my specialties. (As well as proving them right, but in both cases most of the time it is to my favor.)

I think I should update more often, but I always say this....

College this semester sucks, I can not wait for the fall.

My music collection is increasing and I am being exposed to a lot of new great music.

I miss singing like you wouldn't believe.

-Nichole

Thu, 10 Apr 2008 04:08:47 GMT

Emotionally right now my life is like a roller coaster.
But right now, in one aspect I am headed up and fast.
It is bitter sweet however.
I am scared.
Really really scared.
I wasn't scared before, I can;t help but wonder if I am scared now because I know more.
I wonder now if I am being sutpid for being scared or stupid for not being scared the first time around.

I love it when I fuck with my own mind like there are not enough people doing so already.

Fri, 21 Mar 2008 04:01:04 GMT

It is so cliche, but talking to a complete stranger about things feels soo good.

Tue, 18 Mar 2008 03:37:49 GMT

I just don't want to be sad anymore.
I just want to stop crying.
I just don't want to sound like I am 15 again, which is what I sound like right now.
I just want to sleep but I can't.
I just want to be motivated to do something, but I am not.
I just want to wake up in the morning but I can't.

I don't want to be miserable anymore.

Fri, 07 Mar 2008 01:27:44 GMT

Right now I am so unhappy,
I just had one of the hardest conversations of my life.
We are taking a break.
After 4 years I need some time and I am not sure time will make this better.
I have to go home to my parents tomorrow and I am not sure I can hide the fact that I firmly stand in a big pile of shit called my life.

Cheers

Wed, 05 Mar 2008 03:12:22 GMT

I was just inspired to write something.
It has been so long.
It felt good to let the words come out.
But I feel dirty about it.
I don't want anyone to read it, but I feel it is good.

What the hell?